Space Traveler Reveals Depression In the Wake of Deluge of Backlash After Historic Trip

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried well-known figures.

The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a social media post, recalling a phone call from a fellow crew member in the period after the journey.

She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has conducted studies in female health science and performed experiments during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her studies and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her heritage – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is best known for her pioneering work protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.

Her own goal of reaching space was paused after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Months following reaching space, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the supporters whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she said.

She added that amid the criticism, considerable good had emerged from the mission, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.

Flight Details

The fully automated spacecraft departed Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the Kármán line of space.

The diverse crew also comprised accomplished professionals from different industries.

The venture behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a well-known tech mogul.